Category Archives: Existential Aspie

epiphany

I don’t want to say much because it’s going into my deeper writing, but I need to process. I’ve sworn not to go back to private blogging, so I’m putting a thought here in my most innocuous place, which kind … Continue reading

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Waking Up

Waking up is the only thing I can think to call it. Perhaps Weird Al Yankovic says it best in his song “Everything You Know is Wrong”. Whatever it is, once it happens, there is no going back, sort of … Continue reading

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aspie feels the hate flowing through you

I grew up with lots of negativity. If others weren’t finding fault with me personally, they were judging everyone and everything around them. I am so burned out on negativity I can hardly stand seeing it. I was middle aged … Continue reading

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Smile. You’ll feel better.

Originally posted on 3-19-09. I’ve heard it for years.  People see me coming, I trigger some sort of urgent prompt within their souls, and no matter that they’ve never seen me before in their life and know nothing about me, … Continue reading

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survivalists- end of the world, 2012- mach II

Originally posted on 6-12-08. Burt Gummer. Jack Bauer. Me. What do all these people have in common?  None of them are afraid to kill, gut, and skin a rabbit with their bare hands. I have to laugh at all the … Continue reading

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time as a self correcting system

Originally posted on 6-6-08. First a disclaimer– I’m not a physicist, just a physics hobbyist.  I’m not a new ager or spiritualist, but I was raised by religious parents.  I guess I’m more of a logical thinker, although I’m not into … Continue reading

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the accidental soul traveler

Originally posted 8-31-08. Soul Travel—Multidimensional Existence The Ancient Wisdom in Africa (Part 1 of 3) Astral projection – Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia I was never a new ager.  I grew up Christian between a Mennonite father and a mainstream Christian … Continue reading

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Things I’ve learned about life from playing solitaire.

Originally posted 9-30-09. 1- No matter how dire the setup looks, you don’t know what might be just around the corner that will change everything. 2- Sometimes it’s what you don’t notice that stops up the whole game. 3- Putting … Continue reading

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process and being

Originally posted 2-24-09. Some years ago I conducted a thought experiment.  To those of you not familiar with that concept and on the less logical plane of brane waving (pun intended), pretend it’s kinda like the old astral projection-new age … Continue reading

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preface

If you could go back in time and do one thing, what would it be? I would go back and give my mom a big hug and tell her everything is going to be ok. –Existential Aspie

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